“have you got Mr Gaskarth for English?” Jade asked me
“yeah, first and second period” i smiled as i got to my class
“good luck. don’t drool to much” Jade winked
i giggled as Jade walked off to her Mathematics class. i walked into my English class, almost five minutes late. lovely, its a new term and i’m already late and will most probably get a detention. i quickly walked over to my seat at the back of the class and sat down
“name?” i heard a voice. i looked up to my new teacher
“Lexy Storm Healy” i smiled
he flicked through the books he was holding and placed mind in-front of me along with a text book. i groaned. i laid my arms on my desk then my head on my arms. i closed my eyes and hoped this lesson was soon over
i opened my eyes when i felt a tap on my shoulder, i looked up to see Mr Gaskarth, he didn’t look to happy. i noticed he had puppy looking down eyes, his brown hair was floppy, he had pale-ish skin and pink dyed into his hair like high lights
“do you find my classes that boring?” Mr Gaskarth sat next to me
“not at all, sir” i said in a fake girly voice
“detention after school” i watched as he wrote me out a note.
i groaned and took the the slip from him. i shoved it in my jumper pocket.. i swung my bag over the my shoulder and walked out. i met up with Jade . we asked how each other’s lessons were, i told her i slept through the whole of mine and got a detention. she laughed
before i new it it was the day of the day. i said goodbye to Jade and went to my English class where my detention with Mr Gaskarth is. i walked in the class. i watched as Mr Gaskarth looked at me
“you have one hour.” he told me
“what am i meant to do?” i asked
“anything” Mr Gaskarth shrugged
i sat in my seat and laid my head on the table. he said i could do anything so i’m going back to sleep, i awoke to a tap on my shoulder, detention was over! i grabbed my bag and as out like a shot!
when i got home i went to my room. my mum was out of town for a whole month so it was me and my 24 year old brother Jack. i went for a shower then changed into a pair of shorts and a jumper. i put my hair in a bun and went down
“hey, Lexy! i’ve got some friends coming over” Jack told me
“oh. okay” i shrugged, sitting on the counter
“how was school, then?” Jack asked, as he normally does
“fine, have a new english teacher” i told him
someone knocked on the door and Jack rushed to get it. i sighed and pulled out my iphone, this is the first time i’m probably meting these people, and i hate meeting nw people. i heard footsteps
i put my iphone next to me and looked up. three guys stood with Jack. one of them were really tall and had muscles. the other was short and had brown hair. i looked at the other guy… wait, Jack knows Mr Gaskarth? fucking hell
“i’m going to my room” i mumbled. Jack grabbed my arm and i groaned
“you ere fine a minute ago. what’s up?” Jack asked
“i’ll tell you later” i sighed
i’d had enough for one day. seeing Mr Gaskarth in my house was annoying. i swear he hated me, i understand i shouldn’t be sleeping in any class but he harsh and i know it.
last night was a blur, all i remember is getting really drunk and then kissing someone. as i started to wake i felt a body next to me and my arm round someone. i fluttered my eyes opened and looked up to see a pair of brown eyes looking back at me, i remember the guy’s name.. Jack, and i remember him telling me he’s in a famous band
“Rosie, right?” he asked, looking me dead in the eyes
“yup. how old are you?” i bit my bottom lip
“24. how old are you?” Jack asked
“15” i mumbled
i got out of bed and Jack gave me some of his clothes; grey joggers and a black t-shirt. he gave me a pair of trainers and socks. his shoes were way to big for me but hey, i don’t care. i put my clothes and shoes from last night in my bag and Jack took me downstairs. i could hear people talking
“oi Jack. bring your little friend” i heard a boy call
Jack groaned”its just my mate. you go..” Jack opened the door
“thanks for last night. not that i remember much” i smirked
when i got home my mum questioned me about everything. i told her i was at a mate’s house who was a girl but because i had boy’s clothes on she wasn’t buying it. so she told me if i don’t say she’s kicking me out, so i let her kick me out
when i showered i changed into a pair of black leggings and a dark blue t-shirt. i grabbed my suitcase i chucked in all my clothes, shoes, makeup, wash stuff and my memory scrap book. that’s all i needed. now i need somewhere to stay.
when i got out my house i dragged my suitcase behind me, not sure where to go, i don’t really have friends round here, but i guess i’ll have to sleep rough. i found a bench and sat down. i pulled my legs tight to my chest and berried my head in my legs and cried
“Rosie?” i heard a voice, i looked up through my watery eyes
“oh, Jack” i mumbled, my voice almost cracking
“what’s with the suitcase Rosie?” Jack asked, sitting next to me
“i need somehwere to stay” i sighed
Jack let me stay with him. i sat in the passenger seat and Jack drove. we got to know each-other a little, i found out he’s in a band called All Time Low, he’s 24, he lives with his mates Alex Rian and Zack. i only found out a little amount
when we pulled up outside his house Jack took my suitcase and took me straight to my new room. he said to shout if i need anything. my room room is really big, a double king sized bed, the room was white, had a desk, sofa, wardrobe and my own bathroom.
i started unpacking, i hung up all my clothes, put my makeup away, put my shoes under my bed and put my wash stuff away. i placed my scrap book on my desk along with my laptop and that’s all the stuff.
i had.as i sat on my bed someone knocked on my door and walked in. the boy was tall; he had big brown puppy eyes, brown floppy hair with pink streaks in, his eyebrows were like slugs which made me laugh inside. i stuff up and he smiled
“hi, i’m Alex. you must be Rosie” he smiled, shaking my hand
“hi” i mumbled, turning shy like i normally do
“do you attend school or anything?” Alex asked, sitting on my sofa
“yeah.” i mumbled, not wanting to let him in too much
Alex looked at me, he studied my face at first, i could tell he was because i could feel that stare. then i felt him look down my body, i have a lot of confidence nut i’m not such a big fan of my body.. Alex soon left my room and i laid on my bed, thinking how today has been so crazy
THE NEXT DAY
i remembered it’s monday which means i have school. i sighed. i changed into black ripped skinny jeans, a white t-shirt with a grey jumper over it and a pair of white vans. i put my folder and some books in my bed then brushed my long blonde hair. i applied my fake lashes, blusher, eye liner and concealer. i put my bag on my back and rushed downstairs
“don’t tell me. late for school?” Jack asked
” yes.” i mumbled,
“want dropping off?” Jack offered
“no thanks. i’ll walk” i shurgged
on my way to school i thought how crazy my life has been over the weekend. i got really drunk, i had sex with someone almost 10 years older than me, i’m only 15 and i’m living with a bunch of 20 odd year olds.. kinda crazy
when i got to school i went straight into form and sat next to my best-friend Lauren, we gossiped untill the bell my first lesson was biology and her’s was English. we parted our ways and i started walking to class, when i got to class i put my bag on the desk and sat at the back.
i grabbed my phone and started flicking through it, this is way i have bad grades, because i always use my phone in class, the teachers never cared, they are always too busy rambling on about the shit they try to teach us.
“hello beautiful” i heard someone whisper
“hi Louie” i smirked, looking at him
“how’s my best friend?” Louie smiled
“i’m really good, Louie” i smiled
Biology passed super quick. i put my phone in my blazer and walked in my next lesson; Art. Art is my favorite ever subject and i enjoy it so much, my teacher handed me my work, it’s perfectly drawn by me. its a white tiger; climbing up a tree to reach a panda. i got top marks and now i’m allowed to take it home. i put it in my bag and started thinking of my next design
school went sooooo quickly, Louie walked me home, on the way home i told him what happened over the weekend and he was really understanding and told me if i ever need him he’s there for me. i hugged Louie goodbye and went i inside.
i went straight upstairs and into my room, i wanted to shower and change badly, i always do this after school. i dropped my bag and stripped and went for a shower. after my school i changed into a pair of denim shorts, a white t-shirt and a pair of fluffy socks. as i walked downstairs my put my hair in a wet messy bun
“them socks go really well” i heard a voice, i jumped back and fell on my ass
“FUCK.” i shouted, putting my hand to my chest
“sorry, Rosie” i heard a voice
i looked up to see a guy i haven’t seen before, i’m guessing he’s Rian as Jack did tell me this morning. i stood up and went into the kitchen where everyone was. i placed myself on the counter. everyone turned to look at me, and i felt my cheeks turn pink, i out my head down, this feels so wrong living with older people than me.
“what’s up, bad day at school?” Jack asked me
“no. it’s nothing” i mumbled, not looking at him
“were going out tonight/. you coming?” Alex asked
“hm, sure” i smiled a little
the reason i can get into clubs is because i look about 18 and i need get asked for I.D. i went to my room and started getting changed, i pulled on a tight pair of purple disco pants and a dark blue buttoned up top tucked in. a put on a pair of spiked black wedges. i straightened my long blonde hair until it was perfectly straight. i started applying my foundation, fake long lashes, eye liner; blusher and concealer. i looked at the time and it turned eight pm. i was ready
when we got to the club i slung close to Jack, i always have to be near someone i know when i’m out drinking. Jack smiled and put an arm round my shoulders, i smiled. yeah i get i’m 15 and wouldn’t be drinking and falling for a guy that was 10 years older than me. if only my mum new what i was doing she’s kill me.
“so, what drink do you guys want?” Zack asked everyone
“beer” “beer” “beer” everyone said. i stayed quiet
“drink, Rosie?” Jack looked at me
“vodka and red bull” i smiled
for the whole everyone everyone stayed close to each-other until girls walked by and the guys kept chasing after them.. Alex went off with a blonde haired girl. Rian stayed seated with me and Jack and Zack started roaming around. i stayed with Jack the whole night, he kept his arm round round me
THE NEXT DAY
i rolled over and smack; his the floor whole body first. i groaned loudly sat up. i looked around the room, this isn’t my room… Jack’s room
Casey Rebecca Gaskarth. 20 years old, long brown hair, big brown puppy eyes, beautiful tanned skin, a skinny figure. you would’ve through she was happy, right? with that beautiful body of hers. you’ve got it all wrong.
Casey’s lived the last year in fear. her brother left her to go on tour, her boyfriend dumped her to be with her so called best friend. Casey now has to deal with low confidence, depression and self harm. you think she looks happy when seeing people, yeah that’s all fake, you want to know the real her? you’ve got a hard job..
i rolled out of bed, on a warm summer’s day. i pulled on a pair of black skinny jeans, thick jumper and vans. i applied my foundation, mascara, eye liner, and blusher. i brushed my hair
i slowly walked out my room. and went downstairs, i went into the kitchen and there stood my brother, Alex and his friends; Rian, Zach and Jack. i swallowed hard and went to turn around, but i was pulled back. i turned around to be faced with those brown eyes of my brother’s..
“you’ve changed so much” Alex looked me over
“its your fault” i replied, barely a whisper
Alex looked at me, not knowing what to say. he looked worried and sad. he dropped my wrist and i walked away. why if Alex now hates me? he’s probably judging me in his mind, he must think i’m stupid. things like that ran through my mind
i ran up to my room and grabbed a bag pack. i stuffed some clothes in, shoes, make-up, hair brush, phone. i needed to get away so badly. i zipped it up and slowly tip toed downstairs and out the door. i grabbed my keys from the side and went.
i drove from Baltimore all the way to California. i don’t know why that far i just didn’t want Alex to find me or his friends. i parked my car and it was 5 pm. i went inside the house, my house that i got a couple years ago.
“Casey. oh my god” my best-friend Hannah smiled
“hey Han, i needed to get away” i faked a smile
“aw. well its your house” she giggled
Hannah is one of my best-friends i hardly see, i let her move in this house as she was having a hard time with her mum so i’ve let her live and look after my house when i’m not there.
i went upstairs and into my room. i had my laptop on my desk and my bed in the middle. my walls painted orange, my favorite colour. i unpacked my stuff and fell to my bed. losing my eyes but my phone started to ring. fuck sake who could it be?
“where are you?” Alex shouted down the phone
“my house. you don’t understand Lex” i sighed
“Alex, your my brother. i’m sorry i never told you about things that were going on in school, i just didn’t want you to get angry and upset with me. i know you found me cutting myself and i’m sorry you ever found out. just remember Lex, i love you so much and i’ll never forgot you” i took a big breath
“Jacky, one of my best friends, the people that got me through all the shit i had in the first week of high school, thank you. i remember when i first met you, i didn’t like you at all, i thought you were a skunk at first with the hair. thank you, and i’m sorry when i turned down that date” i giggled
“Rian.. remember the time i really hated you and wouldn’t go near you? i was only seven so hey, don’t blame me. thank you for slapping and punching my first real ex boyfriend. without you i wouldn’t lost my virginity at the age of thirteen. in-fact and thanks to Alex aswell, she kicking his ass” i was crying so much
“and Zack. jeezs i love you loads, i remember we dated when i was in year eight. i was only thirteen and you was 19, Alex almost killed us when he found out but hey, i had a good time and that’s all that matters. i love you” i sobbed a-lot
“i love all four of the guys so much and i’ll never forget you and don’t feel like this is your fault because it isn’t. i love you” i let out a small smile
i felt people touching me, lights in my eyes, i felt a needle stuck in my hand, ew. one thing i know is i’m alive, the fucking pills didn’t work, someone must have found me. i felt people touching me and then heard people talking, i new that voice… Alex
i felt someone hold my hand, lightly, someone kept mumbling for me to wake up, the person sounded tired, and sounded like they had been crying. i was upset myself knowingthe pills didn’t work and i’m going to be sent back to school where everyone hates and picks on me. i felt tears roll down my cheeks and my eyes weren’t even open
“Casey. guys she’s awake” my eyes fluttered open
“go away” i mumbled, putting my head in the pillow
“b-but Casey. no” Alex started to cry
“go” i sobbed into my pillow
i cried into my pillow, not wanting Alex here, because i know I’ve disposed because of what i’ve done. i felt a hand on my back, i turned a little and i could just make out its Jack. i turned back to my pillow and cried harder.
when i got home i went straight back to my room and locked it. i didn’t want to see anyone, i just wanted to try over and over until i’m really gone for good. i looked for anything sharp but everything was gone. i screamed and busted into tears, i curled into a ball on the floor and screamed, i can’t deal with this
i felt my body being picked up, i must have fallen asleep on the floor. i clung to the person’s t-shirt, not wanting to let go, i wanted someone to be close,
THE NEXT DAY
i awoke the next day. i went for a shower and changed in joggers and a big jumper that used to be Alex’s.. i pushed my hair into a bun and laid on my bed. i sighed as my bedroom door opened and Alex walked in, one slice of toast on a plate and a glass of orange juice.
“here, eat” Alex put the plate in front of me
“not hungry” i simply said
“for fucksake” i heard Alex say under his breath
“i can hear you. just go away” i sighed
i sunk futher down into my bed and cried. ALex sat on my bed and pulled me into him, i sobbed harder and clung to his shirt
he loved me and i fucked him over, i cheated and i broke him. he’s a mess, i cheated on him with his best friend, one of the people he wold turn to if he had trouble. i hurt him badly and now he wont forgive me. I’ve tried everything but no. i can understand why he;s so sad and hates me but
i laid in my bed, hurt and shame covering me. i couldn’t move, i had no more tears to cry out. i hurt, and i know he hurts too. i was drunk, i wasn’t thinking straight, the drink took over me, i want him back, but i know that wont happen, he hates me
i’m 17 year old Hannah Reilly. i have long black hair, dip dyed dark pink ends. i have big blue eyes i used to date Alex Gaskarth, but now he ended it all because i was stupid and cheated with Rian, Alex’s best-friend and band mate. i hated myself for doing it, i want to take it all back but i can’t.
i got out of bed after three days of regret covering my body. i had a long shower and washed my hair; i dressed in high waste shorts and a white tank top tucked in.. i pulled on a pair of vans and blow dried my hair. i straightened it and applied my mascara, eyeliner and blusher. i was done.
when i got downstairs i grabbed my car keys, house keys, phone and i was out the house. i got in my range rover and started the car. just as i was about to drive away my phone started to ring. i sighed and looked at the ID called ‘Alex’ what the hell does he want? i sighed again and answered
“what, Alex?” i snapped
“i just wanted to know how you was doing?” Alex asked
“i don’t want to start. good-bye” and put the phone down
i wasn’t in the mood for his shit, i didn’t want to know anymore. when i got to town i parked and went straight into starbucks, i grabbed a tea and sat down, i needed to think about everything that has happened. i needed to speak to Rian
when i pulled up at Rian’s house i parked my car and walked in his house with the key he gave me a few months back.. i closed his front door behind me and i could hear the TV from the lounge. i walked in, it wasn’t Rian it was Jack. i sighed
“where’s Rian?” i asked. folding my arms over my chest
“far away from you!” Jack spat at me
“Jack. you can’t hate me. it was Alex aswell” i told him
“we were drunk. im sure you’ve fucked up before” i shouted
i’m Ruby Harries. i’m 17 years old. i have long brown hair, pale skin, quite skinny and Brown eyes. i’ve not long finished school, good grades i guess. two A’s. one B and two D’s. not bad i guess!?. i’m the sister to Jack and inn Harries. yes, they are twins and youtuber’s. wooo.
“WAKE UP RUBY” Finn screamed in my ear
i groaned “WHAT?” i snapped
“good morning. favorite sister” Finn ran out my room
i’m going to till that boy.. once i was awake and out of bed i got dressed in dark blue skinny jeans, white t-shirt and red vans. i brushed my long hair and applied a touch of make-up.. once i was done i jogged downstairs, i walked in the kitchen. where stood Sam Pepper, Marcus Butler & Louis Cole.
“WHAT TAKES YOU SO LONG CHILD” Jack grabbed my shoulders
“i’m not a child, please get off me before i give you a slap” i warned
i heard the others laugh. i stuck my tongue out at Jack and he gave me an evil look..
i pushed myself out of bed on a monday morning. it was my first day at work and i will be working at boots. i’m 20 year old Karla George. i know everyone there already as i met them all when i went for my meeting.. i pulled on my black trousers, white blouse and a black boots jacket. i pulled on some black socks and black slip on’s.
i walked in and went straight to the back. i put my back in the staff room and found, Lee. the manger. he gave me my name badge that of-course said my name ‘Karla’ i badge’d it on and went onto the shop floor
“Karla, right?” a guy came up to me
“erm yeah..” i looked at his name badge “Sean” i smiled
“yeah” he smiled
Sean seems the quiet and shy type, i’m quite a shy person but for me now’s not the time to be quiet and shy, this is my first proper job and i need to be confidence. i spoke to Sean for a couple of minutes. he told me a delivery has just come in and he wants help with it. we started off unpacking stuff and putting things on the shelf’s, while doing that we were talking
i found out Sean is 25, he has a girlfriend of two and a half years.i found out he has three sisters,. i told him that this is my first proper job, i have two sisters and a brother and that i live on my own and single.
“so, how long you been working here?” i asked Sean
“too long” Sean smiled
“go on, how long.” i asked, putting some stuff on the shelf’s
“since i was seventeen” Sean told me
i stood there for a minute working it out. seven to eight years. wow..
i pushed myself out of bed on a friday morning. friday’s are my favorite!. i quickly pulled on a pair of black skinny jeans and a white jacket. i brushed my hair and applied my makeup. once i was done i shoved on my pair of red vans and rushed out the house. i have to get to collage. in collage i study Child development and Comedy.
“hey, River!” my mate; Kara smiled
“hey Kara. where’s our first period?” i asked, following her
“comedy. Jack Whitehall is taking our double period!” Kara smiled
Jack whitehall is is one of my favorite comedian’s and to think he’s taking my double lesson of condey today makes me so excited. as i followed Kara into class, there were already four students seated and the lesson had already started, and Jack Whitehall was stood at the front of the class. you see there are only me, kara and four others in this class
“well, late students w have here. names girls?” Jack asked
“River..” i mumbled. i see Kara was already seated
“and why are you late River?” Jack asked, making me embarrassed
“i woke up late, sorry” i rolled my eyes
Jack told me to sit down and stay after the double lesson. Jack carried on with the lesson, giving us tips and tricks of the comedy world. he told us a few jokes along the way. he jokes are always proper funny and its makes me laugh that he laughs at his own jokes..
once the double lesson was over everyone thanked Jack was the great double lesson and everyone started making their way outside for break. but for me i had to talk to Jack. oh god i’m proper worried, i akways mess up talking to cute and attractive people.
“you have a detention with me, after collage” Jack smiled, giving me a slip
“but come on, detentions are boring” i sighed
“i’ll make it worth while” Jack smirked and winked at me
as i started walking he slapped my ass. i laughed and walked out. well, detention is going to be awkward later… my day went quite lowly. child care was a blast as always, in today’s lesson we got to use fake babies and try to do stuff like change nappies and feed them .
the day was over and i remembered i had a detention with mr Jack Whitehall, lovely. i walked into class to see Jack stood talking to two other people known as Greg James and Nick Grimshaw.. i knocked on the door and walked in. the three guys turned to look at me
“so come on, what have i got to do in this time?” i asked, sitting down
“don’t we get to find out her name?” Nick asked, turning to Jack
“its River. i know, most stupid name” i said putting my legs on the desk
Nick and Jack smirked at me, while Greg just stood in the middle of them awkwardly. i rolled my eyes as i watched as Jack grabbed a text book from his desk and sat it in-front of me. i sighed as someone sat next to me… Greg. i took my feet off the desk and sat up properly
“really? revision is boring” i mumbled. i grabbed a pencil
“do you have any tattoo’s, river?” Greg asked me
“yeah.” i said, pulling my left up sleeve up
i showed them all the one on my wrist that says ‘BELIEVE’ in posh writing. its my first tattoo, and hopefully not my last. Jack asked me if i had any piercings. i showed them my belly button piercing and tongue piercing. they were pretty shocked that a seventeen year old already has a tattoo and piercings
“wanna come out with us tonight?” Nick asked me
“where? you guys are buying the drinks. i’m still young” i smirked
“clubbing. here. go and text me your address!” Nick smiled
i smiled and grabbed the piece of paper
. when i got home i dumped my books on my desk and took a long shower. once i got out i blow dried my hair and straightened it. i got dressed into a pair of black high waist disco shorts and a white tank top that showed a-lot of my boobs. i grabbed a pair of black wedges. i applied my makeup and once i got done it was 6 pm. i texted Nick telling him
i went downstairs to see ,y brother and my mum. i told them i’m going out with collage friends. i sat down and had a salad. once i was finished it was almost seven pm. i went outside and lit a fag, then i saw a black range rover pull up and Nick jumped out. he walked up to me and raised an eyebrow
i giggled and threw the fag. when we pulled up outside the club Grimmy grabbed my hand and pulled me through all the crowds of people. we found Jack and Greg with two other guys and a girl. i sat down and Jack and the girl went to get drinks.
“Jack Cam, this is River. River, this is Jack and Cam” Jack W smiled
“hi” i mumbled, blushing as Jack R smiled at me
“so, what do you do in life, River?” Cam asked me
“i’m a collage student” i smiled as Grimmy and that girl came back
Grimmy handed me a vodka and coke. it was way to storngfor me. he and that girl also got loads of shots. i found out the girl’s name is Hannah. i found out Jack and Cam play rugby and Hannah also plays on a different team.
once we all finished the five different shots. i watched as River stood up and almost fell, she was already drunk on shots. she giggled and walked to the bathroom. Hannah not looked followed.
“River’s well fit..” Jack R spoke out
“i know.” i said as River came back
“i’m going outside. back soon..” she smiled
“does she spoke?” Cam asked
i nodded. Jack shock his head and mumbled ‘turn off’ i rolled my eyes and drank more of my beer..
as i flicked the ash from my roll up i sighed as i through what tonight could lead to. i didn’t want any trouble and i didn’t want to be forced into anythink.. as i finished my roll up i walked back inside.
“ew, egt away. you smell” Greg stuck his tongue out at me
“meanie. i don’t like you anymore” i pouted, crossing my arms
“aw, Rivers. i love you baby.” i heard Jack W’s voice from behind
wow, they were drunk already. i felt Jack W wrap his arms round me from behind and pulled me into him. i giggled
“Leah, can i have a word after class?” Mr Fletcher asked
“er, sure” i shrugged
i’m Leah Maxwell. i’m 15 years of age.. long blonde hair, deep blue eyes and tanned skin. people think i’m the most popular girl in school when i’m not. people think i’m a slut because they think i sleep with all the boys in the football team, when i don’t. i’m probably one of the most hated girls in my year
“Lee, what do you think he wants?” my mate, Emma asked
“i don’t know till he tells me!” i rolled my eyes
English was soon over and it was break time, but Mr Fletcher wanted to speak to me. i stood up and swung my bag over my shoulder as i walked over to Mr Fletcher’s desk. he told me to sit down so i did and he sat in front of me
“so, i was looking at your english GCSE paper..” Mr Fletcher looked at me
“and its amazing, you’d get into collage with that” he smiled
“[if its that good then why did i get a B?” i asked
“its not me that marks it. are you planning on collage?” Mr Fletcher asked
“erm, yeah” i mumbled
i remember sitting my English exam, it was one of the hardest exams i’ve had to do. i remember sitting in the hall with the whole of year 11. i snapped out my thoughts and looked back at Mr Fletcher. he told me i’d see him tomorrow
the bell went as i finished talking to Mr Fletcher. my next lesson is History. i walked in and sat next to Kn.isighed
i sat in my second period lesson; Science. worst subject ever.. i only liked it because i have my best mate Tia in the lesson and i sit next to her.. everyone hates me in the school and i’ve only been here eight months. i’ve been picked on my half the girls and some of the boys take the piss.
“you ok?” Tia whispered to me
“yea!” i mumbled back, lying to my best mate’s face
ever since i started at the school some girls and some boys in my science and maths class pick on me, i don’t get why. then this boy started asking for my number i gave it to him but i got told its just banter then they all started taking the piss out of me. oh and i’m in year 10
“come on, end of lesson.” Tia could tell somethink’s wrong with me
“oh..” i mumbled, as i stood up
“are you gonna tell me what’s wrong?” Tia asked, walking out of school
“i want to drop school.. i hate it so much!” i sighed
Tia new all the reasons why i wanted to drop out of school; i don’t want to drop it because because of the bullying. its also because i take shit GCSE’S; Maths, English, Science, P.E, Art, Media studies and History.
Tia looked at me and sighed
“look, we’ll talk at lunch. see you soon!” Tia hugged me
“thank you. see you later!” i smiled
i met Tia the first day i started at this school, and she’s been there for me since day one. we’ve had our ups and downs like any other best mates but we’ve pulled through together. i snapped out of my thoughts as i remember we had just got back from summer holidays which means in every lesson we have a new seating plan. i walked into my class, to see the seating plan on the board, i’m sat next to Louie Harmon. fucking great, right now i hate him, i have for a few months and its a long story
“oh great, i’m next to you..” Louie said, sitting down
“shut it, Louie. i don’t give a shit!” i snapped
“woah, whats wrong with you?” acting if he cares
i looked at Louie, dead in the eyes. i tried my best not to lets the tears spill but one rolled down my cheek, i tore my looks away from Louie and wiped my ter away as Mr Davis started the lesson, me and louie were asked to hand out our exercise books. me and Louie halfed them and gave them to the students. i sat down
the teacher told us that we have a class project and e have to work with the person sat next to us. i sighed as we got given a laptop to share. i turned it on and logged on, then let Louie do the rest of the work
“so, you gonna tell me whats wrong?” Louie asked, looking at the screen
“why care all of a sudden, Louie?” i snapped.
“i-i’m sorry..” Louie stuttered, taken aback a little
“no, i’m sorry. i’m just moody today!” i shrugged,
the teacher came round again and gave us a couple of sheets to help us with what we are meant to be doing the project on. it was to do with world war one and word war two. i swear we done this in year even?
me and Louie started searching up facts and little bits. we started writing notes in our exercise books, i sighed as the bell went. we closed the laptop and gave it back to the teacher
“want to do the project tonight?” Louie asked, stuffing his book in his bag
“erm, ok.. if i’ll be allowed. i’ll text you” i fake smiled